It's funny how time changes things. A month or so ago I was doing my best to get rid of a girl, now I seem to be doing my best to chase one down. Lord only knows why I'm so interested in talking to her, I can't explain it. She's comforting in a very unique way. Whatever happens I hope we can continue to talk and become good friends. I got a lot of crap from the guys because I dragged them out of a bar and into the library so I could check to see if I got any messages from her Saturday night. I surprised myself doing this since alcohol had become my hiding place since last year. I can't believe that she's the only reason I feel more at ease but I can't think of any others. She's really the only new thing to crop up in life for a while now.

Anyways my uncle died a week and a half ago. It was sad to say goodbye, he was always around when I was a little kid. He was a military man, and just an all around great guy. I hope I can grow up to be half the man he was.